Sparkle

Jermaine, Oh.

It’s been awhile since the habit was ridden off. Now, I just hope it stops soon. 

Favourite rendition to date. Also, Is it me or Caroline looks so much like Rachel Bilson?!

It’s sad when I know that I’m trying to force fit feelings. I know there’s no harm giving it a try but everything feels so contrite and it’s just a void. :\ 

On a happier note, my ASOS dress just came. 

Should not have geh kiang and only ask for one day MC. Body is completely functioning on it’s own accord. The nose, brain, throat and legs even my taste buds are all doing different things at totally random intervals. Durkheim disapproves. Looking on the brighter side, I’ve not lost my sense of humour, or whatever’s left of it. :(

At the end of the day, there is only one rule. To just keep giving for those who care. It really is as simple as that. To give and give and give and give. The problem now roots from how do we know if people care. Here, it kinda summarizes everything up nicely. “People are never perfect, so you will not always get along with the person who cares about you. Sometimes you will be frustrated, or feel ignored, or accidentally ignore them, or fight. Mistakes will be made, because hey, we’re all human. But then time passes, and if you can, you rectify the situation. Because that’s what you do with people who truly matter.”

Today, I made a decision that to give unconditionally is to be absolutely honest with myself about these recipients. To start off on the right note is key.